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It’s a problem that I face, whenever I get too nervous or excited about something especially the lady folk I overstep my bounds and do something which I later regret. I should’ve played it cool but I want her to know that even if we are friends I still have feelings about her. I caught the last half of the mel gibson movie “what women want” and although it’s his curse to bear in the movie I sure as hell wish I knew what women were thinking. I wish I knew what everyone was thinking. That way I could be sure if my paranoia is real or not. There was a good month there when my paranoia was virtually nonexistent then all of a sudden it just rears its ugly fucking serpent head again and here I am again confused, nervous and lonely. Back to the main topic though, I [...]